Taking The JumpI'm sitting here burningBreathingPretendingWishingI was happy.I watch the pretty smilesFlash across their facesand I wonder"Why can't that be me?"I watch with reserveSeeing some fall apart,Wondering why I feel nothingThen realizing it's because I feel it all.I'm feeling the pain of being in this skin,Feeling the burn of self loathing and hate.I want this all to end.I want to go back to the beginning,Or skip forward to the end.I want the saddness to go away,I want the happiness to show its face.I want to wipe clean my face and stop hiding,I want them to see who I really am.Some people get themselves