Alternate Universe

Last night I had a dream,
So vivid and real it seemed.
You jumped into a black hole,
It took you to an alternate universe.
I was left behind all alone.
And curiously enough when I wake,
I realize that life actually has become the same as my dream:
I am living in a different life.
You are stuck in an alternate universe,
And I can't get back to you.
I stand here at the this black hole,
Begging you to come back.
You yell back a simple no,
You like the place that you're at.
But how can you,
I ask.
This is not the person that you are.
This is not the person that I met.
A year ago you would never have done something so insane.
I wish I knew what was happening.
Everything feels like it's unraveling,
And there's nothing I can do to stop it.
In the dream I mourned the loss of you,
In reality I mourn the loss of your sanity.
Where did it go?
Running off to do stupid things,
Things I though you'd never do.
Then you ask me to trust you and your judgement.
How can I when you've become so different?
The words you told me last night,
Fell so heavy on my heart.
I had to run away,
Get out before I fell apart.
My hands and body were shaking so hard,
I was so afraid for you.
Even as I write this my fear returns and I can barely type.
And you just sit there and act like it's no big deal.
How can you?
I miss the person you used to be.
I miss the smart senseful person who would never do this.
Where is she?
I'll stand here and wait for you
At this awful black hole.
Please come back to me when you can,
I'll wait for you to return
From your alternate universe.